Week one meaning of time.
It is Realitive. I sit in my car needing to study for a pancreas test in western pathology and because I know that when I go into my home that I must sleep. Or my mental heath will suffer. I don’t have enough time too do all the things that I have to do. 60 days notice to move out. A hanging over the head time constraining idea. The 3 years in this house.  The 16 years still in a rent controlled apt in sf where my daughter still lives. Time to find a new place for myself and my other daughter and my grandson. Time flew from her 18 years and the 2 years of my grandson — the time goes so slowly for  my acupuncture degree which is only part time —- and out of need — my new full time job is only so far a month and a half —- but absorbs time that I cannot study and I cannot be of service of my highest path —-but I can smile and check wealthy people into a 4 star resort —and send love and light to them — and do my highest good where I am in this “ time “ and space -
And the meaning of time is meaning-less. It’s going by and I hang on to the coat tails and pray for it to slow down and speed up to my desire. And I breath one long conscious breath and and bite my lips to be in the moment and stop time in the gap.

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